Democratic or Republican.

Tomorrow, the parliamentary elections will be held in Poland. Therefore, today, on this particular day, I need to keep calm about my choices. I cannot speak about them to the public.

However, I think I am still allowed to talk a little bit about my general political preferences.

So, a weird thing happened. While living in Poland, I was viewed as ultra-democratic.

Why Was I a Liberal in Poland and a Conservative in the Netherlands?

Poland is still very conservative, so if you openly say that marrying someone you never slept with is stupidity. And you have nothing against gay people and transsexuals, you are perceived as an utterly liberal person.

I also like the sense of safety from the government. And the idea of a society with a strong middle class.

Therefore the Scandinavian, high-tax and high-equity model was appealing to me. The funny thing is that after moving to the Netherlands, my views did not change at all. But now – compared to the Dutch – I feel like an ultra-conservative person.

In the Netherlands, if you don’t believe that making appointments online just for sex is a good way of starting relationships, you are old-fashioned. And if you believe that 35% tax is a little too much after all, you are a damn capitalist. Well, I have a house right now and I have to pay so high taxes that after paying the mortgage, the bills, the land taxes and the tax from rental, I am breaking even. 

At the same time, while I am working on keeping my house in a good condition in the evenings, many people around me are spending time drinking beers. So, why should I give away all the earnings from my little investment? Just so that these lazy guys can get unemployment benefits after their contract expires and keep on drinking beers? 

In Poland, I was opting for high taxes and high social help. But this is only because everyone is working their butts off over there. Here, by contrast, some are working and some are drinking beers.

Is the Netherlands Too Left-Sided for Me?

Anyways, I am very surprised to find myself as a republican, or a conservative. I would never believe that would happen, especially given that I am still the same person. I am also starting to think that the Netherlands is a bit too left-sided for me and that I am becoming more and more American-ish inside. 

As for the aforementioned America, I just came back from a conference in Chicago. I visit the US at least once a year.

And every time I come back from there, I am more and more flabbergasted. Is it that I feel weirdly good over there only because it is a great conference and everyone is cheering?

Or is it that I meet more people who are closer to me on their minds than in Europe? I got a fear of America a few years ago when I left for California for three months. And as a person completely fresh with programming, I had a hard time working with very fluent programmers around me.

But recently, I am getting to think that Americans just better understand what science is. And that’s why feels good to hang out with them.

Do Americans Understand Science Better Than Europeans?

Because science is madness. It needs a lot of sacrifice and devotion to do it – it needs attention, it needs balls, it needs art. Europeans just play it safe. 

They try to give a frame to it, to standardise it. In the Netherlands, every graduate student is supposed to have four journal papers, which requires only taking on projects that have a high chance of working out. Usually, this means reproducing earlier studies, with a tiny bit of changes in the protocol.

According to Foster, Rzhetsky and Evans (2015), most scientists favour safe, tradition-bound research strategies over risky novelty. 

I noticed that some people conduct a cognitive experiment, then mould the data with the standard software and whatever comes out, they publish. If the results are consistent with the literature, they can sell them as confirmatory results.

According to Simmons, Nelson and Simonsohn (2011), this kind of flexibility in how data is collected and analyzed makes it remarkably easy to present almost any result as statistically significant. If the results are inconsistent, they sell it as a little discovery or a new insight’. 

In the worst case, they end up with a second league journal paper and they are happily progressing forward. According to Fanelli (2010), researchers working under the heaviest pressure to publish are measurably more likely to report results that confirm their starting hypothesis. Americans on the other hand, are more risk-seekers, they more often look for a needle in the haystack in the hope of a big discovery. 

Could I Live in Capitalist America Again?

Since I became more independent, I less and less fear life. And it reaches my head sometimes that I could try myself with the US once more. 

But on the other hand, America is such a capitalistic place… It is so capitalistic that humans compete with each other on every possible level. 

Even the cities compete with each other for inhabitants. For instance, Chicago is depopulating nowadays – just as Detroit used to two decades ago.

According to the U.S. Census Bureau (2024), Chicago kept losing residents through the early 2020s.

Since the taxes are higher than in other cities, people are moving out. As a consequence, the taxes are rising even more. 

This phenomenon also demonstrates how unstable and aggressive capitalism is. It scares me, but also fascinates me.

Since it is so much unstable, your whole life depends upon one thing. Whether or not you manage to join this narrow group of people who benefit from the system and who are getting well-off. Or you stay in this vast majority who is slowly losing and falling into bankruptcy and misery.